"I'll be back."

i believe the great arnold schwarzenegger once said this in some little movie called the terminator. it's crunch time and that means every spare moment i'm not studying is spent sleeping, eating, running ( ha! not nearly as much as i wish...) or trying to remain calm by talking myself out of spiraling panic attacks. so for the moment the blinders are on--cross your fingers for me and keep me in your prayers because right now i could definitely use all the luck and help i can get :)